I suck at trunking stories because I am a packrat, a procrastinator and a somewhat unorganized person. I further suck at trunking stories because I'm a sentimentalist. If that's not enough? I write for mostly two reasons: to make sense of things, and to entertain myself...if I'm lucky, I entertain other people. End result: I trunk stories about, oh, once a decade.
However, I think I've found a solution.
Last Friday I was sitting at my computer going through my files (I save them in a chronological format no matter what they are (except for drafts), just to make things even more perplexing.). I opened something that has been shopped around a dozen times and I've alternately been told to expand, condense, expand, condense...you get the idea. I stared at it and sighed and a little voice in my head said "If you trunk this? You can put it in a chapbook." And somehow, that made it easier.
As I was going through my stuff, I started saying "Do you want to send this out again, or does it go in the chapbook?" It was like when I sort through old toys with my daughter. It's a lot easier to make that first cut when you're saying "downstairs toy box" rather than "end of the driveway."
My tea went cold while I sorted and an hour later? Done. It feels GOOD to have all kinds of mental open space again. I'm really looking forward to filling it up again.
I've been thinking about the chapbook*. I wasn't going to actually MAKE one, it was a little trick I was playing on myself. But after a while, the idea grew on me. Wouldn't it be cool, especially for those of us who like reading and talking about process, if all writers put out chapbooks full of trunked material? If you could, say, write to authors or visit their websites and get a copy of the stuff they've put to rest? Read the flawed, the outdated, the awkward, the wrong place at the wrong time? Who *doesn't* need to do that now and then?
So I might make one after all. If you do? Send me a copy.
*Since the document would serve a different purpose from a chapbook, it'd need another name. The obvious choice is, of course, crapbook. But maybe that's TOO obvious.